5.19.2009
we gone forever
It's so draining. Realizing you're growing up and growing apart. Waking up with fresh eyes and savoring it, because you might not be in the same bed months from now. Counting the # of friends you have on one fucking hand? I'm totally not use to that.
And seeing your childhood friends....with children?
I just really want to leave cuz it hurts too much to stay here.
And seeing your childhood friends....with children?
I just really want to leave cuz it hurts too much to stay here.
5.18.2009
FML
fml. i love that phrase. so true.
friday went to sabotage got toooo fucked up...men r so nasty!
i really truly want to move. & idk if i can wait till i leave for school....i'd rather leave now cuz....im just tired. but it would be retarded for me to do that financially.
tonight is a beautiful night to die.
finals. work. fat. boys. friends. family.
its rllllllly too much. i think ill take a trip soon. i want to die. thats not a bad thing @ all! dont think im crazy suicidal. its beautiful.
i would never kill myself, i just wanna die u know?
& im so tired of groupies. they r bloodsucking bitches with stillhettos. stay away.
friday went to sabotage got toooo fucked up...men r so nasty!
i really truly want to move. & idk if i can wait till i leave for school....i'd rather leave now cuz....im just tired. but it would be retarded for me to do that financially.
tonight is a beautiful night to die.
finals. work. fat. boys. friends. family.
its rllllllly too much. i think ill take a trip soon. i want to die. thats not a bad thing @ all! dont think im crazy suicidal. its beautiful.
i would never kill myself, i just wanna die u know?
& im so tired of groupies. they r bloodsucking bitches with stillhettos. stay away.
5.15.2009
5.14.2009
Black Females
so for some reason we are always getting AFRICAN AMERICAN actresses coming into Zara.
and I've come to conclude BLACK WOMEN are my new obsession.
ahahaha. theyre just gorgeous.
i'm pretty packed until finals are over. i'm getting fatter. i'm planning my bday party. i am a robot.
i have been hitting Cleo up a lot these days. and i like it that way
i cannot remember the last time i tasted....my fav juice ahaha
i am just so stoic these days. i miss crying yknow?
hmmm.....
groupies. <3
he is god:
and I've come to conclude BLACK WOMEN are my new obsession.
ahahaha. theyre just gorgeous.
i'm pretty packed until finals are over. i'm getting fatter. i'm planning my bday party. i am a robot.
i have been hitting Cleo up a lot these days. and i like it that way
i cannot remember the last time i tasted....my fav juice ahaha
i am just so stoic these days. i miss crying yknow?
hmmm.....
groupies. <3
he is god:
5.11.2009
Mother's Day
twas a blast! my mother loved the present....on the way to dinner i stopped by a cute boutique and bought ma sistas some boho chic earrings and necklaces and shit. food was NOT vegetarian cuz they forgot and thats fine =]
then i had ice cream with the babies. I LOVE MY FAMILY! i look back @ high school and fucking wonder wtf was wrong w me. hormones? idk but i feel ashamed. im just now realizing im so blessed & wish i couldve seen it earlier.
still obsessing over Madonna....
and wishing someone could hold me. someone who smells like money.
ahahaha i love myself.
WHEN U OPEN UP UR MOUTH TO SPEAK/ COULD U BE A LITTLE WEAK?
and i'm totes tired of groupie bitches who just wanna hit it....and if they're chics they just wanna kick it w me cuz they think i have no life aside from partying...so sad! go find another chic to latch urself onto u fucking leeches! arggghhhh
getting my work done soon. 10 more pounds and one more hole in my bodz YESSSSSSSSSS
then i had ice cream with the babies. I LOVE MY FAMILY! i look back @ high school and fucking wonder wtf was wrong w me. hormones? idk but i feel ashamed. im just now realizing im so blessed & wish i couldve seen it earlier.
still obsessing over Madonna....
and wishing someone could hold me. someone who smells like money.
ahahaha i love myself.
WHEN U OPEN UP UR MOUTH TO SPEAK/ COULD U BE A LITTLE WEAK?
and i'm totes tired of groupie bitches who just wanna hit it....and if they're chics they just wanna kick it w me cuz they think i have no life aside from partying...so sad! go find another chic to latch urself onto u fucking leeches! arggghhhh
getting my work done soon. 10 more pounds and one more hole in my bodz YESSSSSSSSSS
5.09.2009
silky smooth
And through I still pretend
That I'm not in love with you
It's plain to see
OK people it's a Saturday night and I'm hoooooome! Yes yes I think this may be like the 2nd/3rd one in a row. I'm just done with the scene. And I truly don't wanna run into ugly people, you feels me? I'm talking hella-ugly-still-in-this-god-forsaken-valley ugly. Real talk. I ran on my tready last night and it was awesomeee, so was eating with Mel right after...probably cancelling out all the running and jumping-jacks but it's all G lol. Ugh. I really can't wait till I leave for Afghanistan...maybe I'll stay there. Or maybe not. Either way, I'm getting the fuck outta this valley in a year!
I can't stop thinking about....yea. FUCK IT.
So as of now I'm obsessing overrrr:
anddddddddddd,
So perfect! All three of those bitches.
Mother's day is tomorrow and I'm super stoked cuz I bought my Momma G a sick ass animal print purse that I'm tottttessss gonna borrow...and cute earrings I know her fashionista-self would wear. I asked some lady which purse she liked better when I was contemplating. Thinking she was a chic Persian lady...turns out she was Afghan! Made me suuper proud cuz she was like 50 and smoking hot. Jaajajaja. I love it when I'm a FOB. Like tonight! I can't stop listening to Sima Bina and Googoosh ajjajaja.
That I'm not in love with you
It's plain to see
OK people it's a Saturday night and I'm hoooooome! Yes yes I think this may be like the 2nd/3rd one in a row. I'm just done with the scene. And I truly don't wanna run into ugly people, you feels me? I'm talking hella-ugly-still-in-this-god-forsaken-valley ugly. Real talk. I ran on my tready last night and it was awesomeee, so was eating with Mel right after...probably cancelling out all the running and jumping-jacks but it's all G lol. Ugh. I really can't wait till I leave for Afghanistan...maybe I'll stay there. Or maybe not. Either way, I'm getting the fuck outta this valley in a year!
I can't stop thinking about....yea. FUCK IT.
So as of now I'm obsessing overrrr:
anddddddddddd,
So perfect! All three of those bitches.
Mother's day is tomorrow and I'm super stoked cuz I bought my Momma G a sick ass animal print purse that I'm tottttessss gonna borrow...and cute earrings I know her fashionista-self would wear. I asked some lady which purse she liked better when I was contemplating. Thinking she was a chic Persian lady...turns out she was Afghan! Made me suuper proud cuz she was like 50 and smoking hot. Jaajajaja. I love it when I'm a FOB. Like tonight! I can't stop listening to Sima Bina and Googoosh ajjajaja.
I want a Sugar Daddy. NOW!
Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
'Cause it's OK to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you'd love to know what it's like
Wouldn't you
What it feels like for a girl
Girls can wear jeans
And cut their hair short
Wear shirts and boots
'Cause it's OK to be a boy
But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading
'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading
But secretly you'd love to know what it's like
Wouldn't you
What it feels like for a girl
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